How lucky can you be ?
In my case not much more if I am honest , I just happen to have what I think is the very best husband any woman could want . He is by no means perfect ( no one is lol ) but he sure comes close as far as I am concerned . Never ever before have I had someone /anyone care for me like he does , if I am sick he takes wonderful care of me and waits on me hand and foot even if I say not to. He knows what I need sometimes even before I do at times and that has never happened to me in my life before ,so it is as much a surprise to me as no one ever seemed to want to actually get to know the real me before he came along. Even when my pain is really bad and I need help , he is right there as he knows I will not ask as that seems like I am using him , and he does go crook at me when I do this .
Regulars to this blog know how we came to meet , he stalked me , lol, still laugh at that as it was so funny and such a giggle .No matter how many times or how many ways I told him don’t be so silly I am not worth it ,as to me from my own life experiences it had been proved to me that I was worthless. So when he said he wanted me as a friend , a lover , a wife, I just did not think it was fair to him I was sure he could do better , but him being him as I now know, just ignored all my protests and kept on at me ( glad he did too ) .It made so much difference in my life there are not enough words in the English language to tell how much I love him , not just for what he does for me , but also the fun I have looking after and being with him , it is all a great fun package .
It has not been all fun and games of course no relationship ever is , there are always problems in every thing no matter what , the question is how we handle them . We have always just backed each other up and stood together to face them , and heaven knows we have had to do that a few times , but now finally things are coming together . Not been easy in fact it has been dam hard but we will get there , still got a few problems too but again we will get there together .
To me a perfect marriage is one that no matter what you look after each other first , then the rest of the world , if you cannot do that then you have nothing . I know this blog will make my lovely hubby blush , but I do not care , I mean every word of it .Can you imagine what it feels like to have someone love you for you yourself ? Who does not care about your faults but happily lives with them , who yes the old joke is true , finishes your sentence sometimes , lol, who loves to do things for you just because he loves you and no other reason. In my life there is no way I ever would have expected such a love to be mine I am still surprised and every day is special to us both . Love you babe 🙂
So to anyone who has the feeling that they are worthless let me tell you right here and now you are not worthless. All my life I was told that I was good for nothing and never would be , that is why I stumbled from 1 wrong relationship to another as they all treated me as property and not a person , and could not even think . Then I met a man who saw the real me and slowly got through to me , and there is no way that can ever be repaid. So never ever feel worthless , you are good , you are worth it , you just need to seek out the kind of people who build you up , if it can happen for me it can happen for you too ….
If only life came with a ◄◄ REW ► PLAY ▌▌PAUSE █▌STOP button…..